The {what is most useful? podcasts, doing it well and popcorn} post
I haven’t written in forever. And it really is one of the things that I
would like to do more of. Even though it
may fly in the face of what I am going to write about a few paragraphs
down. For today, writing it is.
I wake up around 5:30 some days and I can’t go back to sleep
because my mind is racing. Today’s
thought that my brain HAS to answer:
What do people find most useful after a family member dies.
And somehow, in the part of my brain that does all the cool
stuff, I laid in bed trying to create an imaginary poll so that I could find
out just what that thing is that would be most helpful to have someone show up
and plop in your hands after you lose someone.
I wasn’t sure if a Facebook post would be the right platform. And blogging can be iffy – it might not reach
all eight readers that I used to have.
So, how, my mind asks, do I find the answer to this question?
Earlier this week I heard about Mom Struggling Well podcasts and I have
started listening to them.
I have really
enjoyed all 1.8 podcasts that I have managed to listen to even though I have to
fight my way through interruptions and have had to restart the podcasts about
sixteen times per show.
Laura Kelley was the guest on Episode 61 that I listened to
yesterday and the one thing that I took away from her story is that she sliced
her commitment list and decided to do the things that she HAS to do and do them
WELL.
This got me thinking that I need to do a few things well
too. I have taken on the task of
homeschooling and I don’t always feel like I do it well. I
am also in charge of preparing food for my family and some days I do that
well. And other days they would be
better off scraping sludge off the bottom of the oven at the bakery.
But her insight was pretty good – do the things that you are
going to be doing anyway and do them well.
Not as an afterthought. Not as
the thing you have to rush through to get to the good stuff. But well.
I have already applied this concept. As I was driving home and listening to these
wise words my brain – the part with the never ending to-do list – was going. I needed to send things to a client, I needed
to pick up my kids, I needed to help my parents with some furniture –
funny story by the way – little blue chair got stuck in
their stairway. There I am, trying to
calculate which way the chair needs to turn to make the turn in the stairway –
and there is my dad, fully aware that the space I am trying to turn the chair
is smaller than the chair itself.
Meanwhile, my mom is downstairs offering us a Sawzall and telling us “It
went up there, it should be able to come down.”
Because, let’s face it, when you have a blue chair stuck in the middle
of a stairwell that truth is exactly what you need to hear. (I love you mom!)
I also needed to get coffee for TDM so that he isn’t forced
to drink the equivalent of coffee sludge tomorrow (I mean this) morning. But the process of buying coffee isn’t just
buying coffee. The grocery store has a
spend $75, get a gas coupon deal going and If I am spending $6 on coffee, by
heck and by golly, I am going to spend $75 and get my coupon. So I had already planned my grocery list out
earlier in the day and just had to decide if I was going last night or if TDM
was drinking sludge again. I was pretty
sure that I could just run into the store quickly and grab my list’s worth of
things. The variables were: whether or not they had two bags of popcorn
ready to go for Miss E and Smiley Girl. If
only one half-full cup of water would fly tonight. Whether or not the car-carts had been hidden
adequately prior to our arrival. The
time of night that I would be arriving on scene – since the time change has
kicked Smiley Girl’s tush and she is ready for full on melt down at 7pm.
And hormones.
Yes, popcorn and hormones are a factor in how successful the shopping
trip would be. Because popcorn and hormones
are the difference between me walking out of the grocery store like this:
And like this:
{Insert picture of crazed angry mom with cranky non-angelic children in tow.}
{Insert picture of crazed angry mom with cranky non-angelic children in tow.}
I was pretty sure that I could do it last night. And then the words from the podcast hit my
brain. And I realized that there was no
way on God’s green earth that it was something I would be able to do WELL.
Crap.
So I sent the work into the clients, ate a piece of chicken,
got the blue chair stuck, packed up the kids and we came home.
Where I sat on the couch and talked to TDM and Miss E for a
bit before carrying Smiley Girl – who was dressed in a polka dot Minnie Mouse
dress, purple cow pajama pants, hair in a bun that didn’t start out messy and the
remains of lipstick that DID start out messy – to bed.
And I did it well.
So that leaves TDM drinking sludge this morning and me
pondering my 5 am question and wondering what time out be optimal to do the
store well this morning.
Feel free to weigh in on those subjects or any other one you
care to mention in the comments.
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